What is love?

In true consonantal structure, LOVE and LAW are the same word; they also have the same spiritual meaning.

The consonantal structure of LOVE is LV. The consonantal structure of LAW is LW.

Approximately a millenium ago, the letter 'U' was transformed into the letter 'V'. Approximately 500 years ago, 'V' was transformed into 'W' ("double-U"). 'W' is comprised of two 'U's or two 'V's. The letters U, V and W are the same letter linguistically, thus 'Sweden' is pronounced 'Sveden' in Swedish; 'Vodka' is pronounced 'Wodka' in Russian; 'Volkswagon' is pronounced 'Wolsvagon' in German. This same principle applies to 'Law' and 'Love'.

From the Afrikan perspective, to be "in love" with someone is to be "in law" with that person: to function in harmony with Divine Order in regards to your interaction with that person.

Divine Law / Love is the expression of Divine Order. To be in love is to be in harmony and in law with someone. If someone is "lovable", it is because he or she is lawful. He or she functions in harmony with Order, thereby manifesting "beauty".

In the language of ancient KMT ("Egypt"), the terms for Law and Love are maa and mar, respectively. The term maa (law) and mar (love) are both indicated in heiroglyphics with the symbol of the Divine eye. This Divine Eye represents the divine insight of the Creator. To align yourself with the Divine Eye is to avail yourself to the ability to see the truth, that is to see the law governing Creation. When you align yourself with Divine insight, you are aligning yourself with Divine Law. You are then showing love. You are showing commitment to Divine Order. You are now in law / love, that is, you are "in-sight-ful(l). You are in the sight / scope of the Creator's Divine Order. Furthermore, the eye is the organ through which attraction is confirmed. Making eye contact is a common way one shows his or her law / love towards another person.

Finally, the word for love, desire in the Twi language of the Akan is 'pe', which is the root of mpena (lover). The term Mpena is also written as 'mpra', or 'mpara'. The term for Law in Twi is Mmara or Mbra. Mbra (Love) and Mpra (Law) are closely related in spelling and sound, and have the same root. Afrikans have always recognized the reality that Law and Love are one and the same and are Divine. This is why promiscuity, infidelity and divorce are so frowned on by traditional Afrikan societies: We should not fall in and out of love (law), for we should not fall in and out with that which is Divine.

Killaaaa™

I'm making love to every woman I lust.

Man, I haven't been on the blog shit in a minute.

Lemme tell you, so much has went down. First, the sidekick network has been down for like 3 weeks and that shit STILL isn't up. Not only would the phone NOT connect to the internet, but when I went to the T-Mobile store 3 Fridays ago, they took my battery and sim card out of my phone, and as a result I lost ALL of my contacts. FML, foreal. THEN my phone's screen kept freezing and glitching AND it wouldn't read my SD card. -Takes a deep breath- So T-Mobile decided to send me ANOTHER Sidekick, but not the same one I have. Something about they don't make that model Sidekick LX anymore, so they sent me a Sidekick 2008. What year is it again? So yeah, I was pretty much pissed because they were sending me phone who's network was down. SMH, poor customer service. Upon reciving my new device [Sidekick 2008], I later discovered after many atempts to talk to Josh on it that it was broken as well. So yeah, they pretty much sent me a broken phone to replace my old broken phone. Blah, so this Wednesday I decided to finally ditch the fuck ass Sidekicks and join the Blackberry family. Ahh, and yes it is so wonderful here. May I say Blackberry Curve 8900 for the mother fucking win. Mhm. Vontage on deck, baby. LOL, insider.

Secondly, the day I got my broken Sidekick 2008 my computer got a virus. So yeah, I'm pretty much lap topless. Which means, no real internet for me-bummer-as well as no listening to or downloading music. Someone shoot me in the head please. I'm ditching all the lap top companies: HP, Toshiba, Dell, Gateway, Sony...etc. and I'm gonna roll with a Mac. Holla at a bad bitch when you see one. I mean, it's about damn time. Josh and I have been talking about it forever. Plus, this is the second lap top I've had that I've lost to a virus and Mac's don't get viruses. So pretty soon, I'll be welcomed by everyone in the Apple|Mac family. I can't wait.

Besides my technology crisis, everything has been going pretty swell. Me and my sexy Italian husband are beyond wonderful. I love every waking moment I get to share with him. We've been EXTRA sweet to each other for unknown reasons. LOL, I guess it's tripping him out cause he's always mentioning how sweet I'm being to him everyday. If you know his blogger shit, I'm sure you've noticed he's taken this opportunity of catching up to my blog posts since I'm lowkey out of commission right now. I pretty much use my grandparent's computer when I'm at their house to check my lame ass social websites and to blog. But I think I'm actually gonna start blogging via BB Curve cause I like to be at home. IDK, it just feels like they're over my shoulder reading my thoughts. Shit feels weird. LOL baby, POS! POS! I'm so dead. Whew, soooo many inside jokes.

Damn, Tay got really sick this week. She had a fever of 103 at school. Her fever was so high she was having seizures. The stupid fucking school nurse called me and was like, "Yes, Ms. Dawson, it's not an emergency, but does Taylor have a history of seizures? The teacher was monitoring her and she was trembling." BITCH YOU DON'T THINK THAT'S A FUCKING EMERGENCY?! Bruh, I have never been so got damn mad with the world or a damn person in my life. I basically stopped everything, went and got Tay, took her to the doctor to get her checked. They confirmed she did have a seizure, but only because her temperature was so high. Everything else checked out find. She took two days out of school to rest up and bring her fever down to normal. I then later realized that she called me Ms. Dawson and not Ms. Fye. Either way, that's me though. Man, then the same Josh got sick too and had a fever of 102. =[ Both my babies been sick man. It sucks cause I could only physically take care of one. But coming soon, things will be different.

Expound? Well, originally Josh was going to move here to Atlanta in December, but we did some talking and basically Tay and I are gonna move to VA. -Does the cabbage patch- When we're all initially together, everything is going to be perfect. I'm gonna have my little baby and my big baby and we're gonna be one big happy family. <3 That's all I want. Me, Tay and Josh together FOREVER. The end.

I'm off this shit though. I'm about to go home, kick back and wait for Josh to call me. I'll probably pull up this Pandora application and listen to this Maxwell station I created. Ow! I'm gone.

Killaaaa™

Happy anniversary baby

I was almost murdered and crushed by a school bus on my way to the house this morning. Josh talking about he would’ve went AWOL, came down here and killed err’body if anything would’ve happened to me. Aww, how can you top that? You can’t, so stop trying already little daddy.

About last night. I feel better.

Josh called me. Things didn’t start off so well, but we always end on a good note. All on key and shit like that, lol. Foreal, though. It was almost like I smoked a blunt and took a few shots. That man always keeps me high, on some real shit.

I love you baby. You’re probably the only person that understands me, the only person that can keep me from falling apart. You’ve said it before, that I’m the only bitch that understands you. I finally understand where you’re coming from. We go hand in hand like the moon and the sun, like ying and yang. We balance each other out.

There was not one single soul who could get my mind off these issues. Not one man. Then he showed up like my knight in shinning armour, “Lemme ease your mind, bring you in my world” on some Boosie shit.

Imagine a life where not one single person understood you. Would that be a life worth living? I say no. Let it marinate, you’ll be agreeing with a real bitch before you know it.

Killaaaa™

I’ve been having second thoughts about a lot of things lately. IDK man. I guess I’ll just sit back and observe the situation for a while before I make any final decisions. Or before I…I don’t even know. Man. I have even doubted myself. Aint that some shit? I can’t even trust myself.

I’m just gonna keep to myself about everything, for now man. Maybe I’m tripping or some shit. It’s like I feel alone, but I’m not alone. Feel me? That’s my greatest fear right there, being alone. I aint even gonna lie though.

Man, foreal though. Fuck this blog shit right now.

Anyway, I’m gonna kick back with these head phones in my ear and let the music take me away. If there isn’t one single person who can understand me, there is always music. Before there was anyone, there was music. And in the end, music will still be there.

And that’s real.

Killaaaa™

Eagle Woods Academy

So, anyone who’s anyone who knows me, know that I work out of two schools: The Shadow Rock Center and Eagle Woods Academy. Let’s just say something ingteresting things happened early yesterday morning. This is what Fox News had to say about the “situation” that happened at Eagle Woods Academy.

 

Student Opens Extinguishers in School

DEKALB COUNTY, Ga. - Dekalb County school officials said a student at Eagle Woods Academy opened fire extinguishers which shattered nearby windows and damaged a door.

A few teachers and students had to be checked out by doctors because of the fumes.

Dekalb County school officials said they'll take appropriate measures to address the student responsible and the damage done.

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SMH. Let me tell you, this kid man went RAMBO through out the school. Four teachers were hospitalized. There were police cars everywhere as well as helicopters. The superintendent was also spotted showing up at the school.

They wanna cut our hours and not give us annual raises and we have to deal with this. PSSSH! I wouldn’t be surprised if this isn’t raising a lot of eye brows from teachers and paras. The entire school was evacuated, dog.

ON TOP OF THAT. There was a student today who was threatening to bring a gun to school and shoot everyone because “he can’t take it anymore.” WTF. It’s been rumored from other employees that this student has a violent history and is “gun happy.” Thank God, there was an audio|video recording of the young man where he is making these threats. It has been turned in and will hopefully be taken care of.

This is what I deal with for my lousy pay. FML.

Killaaaa™

SCREENSHOT!

Yeah, I aint did this shit in minute.
Hehe, but you gotta see how conceited Josh is.
But you know, I agree with him though.

  LOL @ my phone dying and shit and my shit being disconnected to Y!

But anyway, look at this nigga.
That nigga J. Will, he’s so foineee.

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I remember when I first seen him. We was at the mall, right girl? Mhm, I seen him walking by with his crew and I was like, “Damn Daddy, you fine.” He was like, “Haha, preciate it lil mama.”

 

Killaaaa™