Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Update

Yenno, you can’t please everyone.

Besides that statement of the obvious, everything has been great. I moved into my new place and what not. I’ve been spending alot of time with my family, which has been great and even more time with Josh.

Speaking of which, we’re doing really really really good. Probably better than ever before. I’m trying to think of the word that describes the best feeling in the entire world, but I can’t think of one. But if I could think of one, that is how I feel right now. For some reason, I feel like I’m falling apart and he’s the only one that keeps me together.

Unfortunately in me trying to get back to a good mental state, some people don’t seem to get me or understand what I’m exactly going through. So, I guess they’ve decided to let me go. –Rolls eyes. Which leads to the next update on friends.

So um, friends? Nah, I’m good off of those. It’s funny though, how people act one way a certain day and different the next day. That’s why I say you can’t please everyone. –Shrugs. I mean, I’m not good off EVERYONE, I love my homegirls, no doubt. To be honest, I don’t even want to start to expound.

Next. My healthhhhh sucks, but oh well. There is no point in talking about it with anyone besides Josh. He seems to be the only one that calms me. I have tons of doctor appointments to attend. Blah fucking blah dude.

Taylor’s birthday party has been the highlight of my summer. It was theeee best water party|pool party ever. She got tons of presents and had a really great time. I really wish Josh and Irma could’ve been there to see everything.

The fourth of July was pretty decent. It was hella chill, just a BBQ with the family. Us all eating together and sharing laughs and what not. Times like that make me forget everything wrong in my life.

Anyway, that’s pretty much it. I’m just gonna lay down and wait for Josh to call me when he gets in the house.

Killaaaa