so I'm laid out across the bed watching NCIS. a lot is actually on my mind. I didn't realize how much I have to do in such little time, its freaking crazy. its nothing I can't handle though.
yesterday. boy oh boy yesterday seemed like one of the longest days of my life, I swear. I had to handle some business and come out the pocket about $300 for some bullshit. not to mention wait nearly 3 and a half hours to get the shit taken care of. I guess I shouldn't really complain because it could've been a lot worse. it was still some bullshit though.
man, I'm really blogging because Josh wants me to. -smiles- I'd do just about anything he'd ask me to do. call it what you want, but he's totally worth it.
count down til Josh's visit : 3 months and 10 days
that's August 7th by the way. since I'm sure a lot of people wanna know, there you go. I'm totally pumped. its like, real life shit now. like foreal.
FUCK, I don't even know where to start with this blog. lemme see, I guess I'll start with the weekend.
man, my weekend was pretty nice. I chilled on Saturday really, just kicked it with Tay and Baby all day. Josh and I had a wonderful day. oh yeah, my little cousin went to prom and shit. much to my dismay, I had to "see her off." whatever that means. I mean, it was nice though. she really likes me and thinks of me as her sister, since we both don't have one, so yeah. she looked stunning, I was proud.
ahhh, yes. I went to look at this place Saturday too. I had another place in mind to stay, but apprently my Dad doesn't think it's safe anymore and neither does my mom, so I had to pick somewhere else. I mean, I totally understand where they're coming from. I respect their opinions on it, and know they're only meaning to look out for me and Taylor. so yeah, I went to this place Saturday around 12:30 pm and totally feel in love with it. I mean, I put the deposit down and everything. July 1st is my move in date, HOLLA! so it's official, official. <3
*Blogger deleted what i wrote here about Sunday, WTF >=[
anyway, I didn't spend my usual 20 hours [exaggeration] talking to Josh, but we still talked a lot and spent lots of quality time together. man, we had kinda got into over some doo-doo that we both didn't like. IDK, it was cool though. we always get back, and always end up better than ever. I know he's not going anywhere, and he damn sure knows I'm not either. that's the best thing about our relationship. like, we've never really ever fought, but even when we have minor disagreements where it could spiral out of control [which could happen a lot of the time], we won't even allow each it to get that far. one of us, usually him though, will always apologize and we'll say I love you like 50 times, and everything is everything. LOL, strangely as it sounds. IDK, whatever. I love him though, that's for sure.
well, I guess that's it. I kinda ran out of shit to say.
chao!
