this post is about loyalties, I guess. I know a lot of us are always trying to prove our loyalty to one another, especially friends. we'll go as far as putting our life on the line, putting ourselves in life or death situations, or just willing and ready to take a bullet for them. and for what? to say we're loyal to them?
not this nigga.
let me start by saying I don't have not one friend that I'm willingly to take a bullet for, let alone put my life on the line for. why? because to be honest, none of my friends would honestly take a bullet for me. I'm not willingly to play hero or take responsibility or anyones mistakes.
gun play is definitely a no for me.
some of you may think I aint no real nigga for not having my friends' backs or what not, but I'm real enough about mine to let them know I aint getting bullet wounds for them.
the way I see it is, I have my own life and my own responsibilities to be worried about whatever beef anyone has with someone, period. if my friend wants to run out and do some hot shit, guess what? its not my responsibility to get them out of it. we're all grown, and should handle our own.
I don't mean to come off fucked up, but it is what it is. like I said, I can't play hero, but if we were in a drive by situation, I'd make sure we both duck or some shit. I'm sayin, I aint gonna sit there and watch my friend die. that's bullshit.
shit, I know you "supposed" to "ride for your niggas" and "die for your niggas." if that's the case, my niggas are those my family. the end. I'd ride, die, get shot, and kill a nigga for anyone in my family. and of course I'd squeeze the burner off for Josh. that's about it though.
I'm just saying. in all honesty though, which one of yall would put your life on the line for me? -waits- please, don't all answer at once.
that's what I thought.
