i talked to my bestfriend Telly today, finally. i figured that i would give her some space, but now i see that maybe that wasn't the best thing to do. anyway, i was really happy that i talked to her because she's my bestfriend and is a big deal in my life.
i was talking to Josh about her, asking him if i should talk to her. i dunno man, it's really hard when you feel like your best friend hates you. especially when it's your fault.
anyway, so i saw her status on yahoo, which made me worried. so i figured i'd bite the bullet and write her. plus i've been wanting to check up on her anyway [after reading her blogs & shit like that].
after talking to her, i realize how much she really needed me and how selfish i've been. yenno, treating my problems as if they were the only ones that existed. anyway, i feel super horrible. but it was nice to be able to talk to her & have her share her feelings with me and include me in what was going in her life. i love her alot man, and i really care about her. it hurt so much to see her hurting and for me to see how bad of a friend i was being.
anyway, i think i was able to help a little with the situation, with some research i had done. hopefully that brings her up a bit, cause she's really down. i'm just really sorry. and i love you alot Telly.
trust me, things will get better. i'm not really religious or anything, but like my moma says : God never puts you through anything that you can't handle.
