i can't help but to turn right back around and do this again; blogging that is. i just feel like i'm not done. or should i say, given the proper shout outs or what have you.
so i've been thinking about this one dude in particular alot lately. and when i mean alot, i mean alot alot alot alot. i think about him more than i think about sex. shittt, probably even more than your mom thinks about sex. haha, word.
*seriously though, it's like one of those things when you feel an instant connection with someone. its so crazy. unreal even, just how perfect he is. and i know it seems really chiche to say this, but he's different. like, really different. and i know people say all the time, "oh babe, you're just like me" and "we're so much alike." but the thing is him and i are soooooo much alike. i even noticed it when him and i first met, when we used to clown about any and everything. i mean, talking crazy to each other, name calling, the whole nine man. it's ironic how these kinds of friendships progress into real life situations where two people catch feelings for one another. really deep.
but anyway, we were talking yesterday and were discussing how we got to where we are today. it's funny actually because neither one of us really knows. lol, i suggested it was back when we started this particular joke : he was telling me that he wanted to have kids really bad, but with some cool chick. yenno, so there would be no baby moma drama & what not. since him and i were so cool, and of course me being who i am, i volunteered to be his baby moma. calling him my future baby daddy and everything. only catch was i told him that he had to buy me house & a new car lol. the funnier part is that he acutally agreed to it.
4 weeks later, we're totally inseparable. "timing is everything."
i can honestly say that i can talk to dude all day and all night about anything, and that's exactly what we do. we talk about whatever is on our minds, with an occasionally mushiness here & there. i'm a g though, but i gotta admit he got me hella mushy. anddddd the same goes from him too. i can't help it though.
-sigh-
he makes me so happy, like really happy. i find myself smiling everytime i talk to him. and i could really get used to him. naw, i'm already used to him. he's already apart of my daily routine.
-smiles- that's my baby, and everyone knows.
it's interesting really, because him and i both had trust issues, even with one another. it's not that we didn't trust each other at all, just second guessing each other and wondering where we both stood in each other's life. i pretty much trust him though. plus, he knows the rules anyway. LMAO, yeah nigga we got rules.
1. no bitches/no niggas
2. no fighting [that one is for him]
3. no drinking/no smoking [for me]
we've both decided to take things slowly, so we can do this thing the right way. we're not together, but we're not going to see other people. like cut buddies, or some shit. LMAO! nah i'm playin though. but on a serious note, i'd snatch a bitch up over him =/ i dunno why i'm a violent lil chick when it comes to him.
*well he just hit me up on yahoo, i suppose i'll continue this blog another time. because trust me, there is sooooo much more to say. so get your barf bags ready hater. hi hater!
oh, i almost forgot. i love you Josh. like, i really do baby.
lol, in case you were wondering who "him" is.
