so it's been a while since my last post, and since my last post was nothing more than just some song lyrics, you deserve an update.
two days ago, February 28th, was my beloved baby's 22nd birthday. so you can wish him a happy belated if you'd like.
speaking of which, him and i have been spending a lot of time together. but then again when are we not spending our time together? right. but like i was saying though, these past couple of days, well the past two days, him and i have spent hours upon hours on the phone. -smiles- he basically spent his birthday with me, which to me was really cute. i was expecting him to go out, but he told me he doesn't really think birthdays are a big deal. so he stayed in and we talked on the phone all day. and yesterday, we spent about a total of 14-15+ hours on the phone. man, we're so gay, right? wrong.
you would think that i would actually get tired of talking to him all that time, but nah. i love talking to him. now that i think about it, and font it, i kinda feel like i'm in high school again or some shit. cause you know when you were in high school and you had a boyfriend, yall used to talk on the phone all night and then turn right back around and see each other at school the next day, right? remember that shit though? hell yeah, that was the shit. but man, we're like twenty-one and twenty-two years old doing this shit. like is that normal?
by the way, if you said no fuck you.
many of subjects came up in our conversations on the phone. like my friends. for some reason, most of these females that claimed to me my friend or even the ones that i said were my friends, he's never really liked them. you know, with the exception of Telly and Mimi.
[attn: this does not mean, that i brought up all you guys. so no need to go on a "i hate Josh streak." relax. but ay, the ones which he doesn't like, they pretty much know already.]
it's crazy because even the females that i would talk to about Josh and our relationship, they even started to get on my nerves. like, i can't stand when people only come to me to talk to me about their problems. like no one else has problems in the world or some shit. it's just like, when i befriend someone, they're all cool at first and we equally have things to talk about, but then the relationship changes. now i'm stuck playing Dr. Phil all the time, and it's annoying. don't get me wrong, i'm not saying i absolutely don't want to hear about my friend's problems or anything, but all the time is a bit much. i don't mind helping my friends through things, or giving them advice about shit...from time to time. but when it becomes an everyday thing, that's when i start signing in yahoo invisible to everyone or putting them on permanently offline.
that's what this here blogging shit is for. have a problem, blog it and let whoever wants to hear about it read it and comment it. the end.
i actually had one female call Josh a broke/cheap nigga. mistake number one: she didn't know him from Adam and Eve. only from what i say about him when we talked about our boyfriends or when she asked how we were doing. mistake number two: she spoke to him.* mistake number three: she called him a broke/cheap nigga.
*everyone i talk to does not have to meet my boyfriend, nor do they have to talk to him. i barely trust anyone with a vagina anyway, because bitches are shady. it's not that i do not trust Josh as a man, because i do, but i would hate to have to retort to violence a cut a bitch. with this being said, don't mess with my man bitch. okay? okay.
another incident: i had this one homegirl tell me that Josh and i weren't going to last because him and I are too much alike. because "opposites attract." first of all, we're not god damn magnets, we're mother fucking human beings. opposites or not, him and i attract. the end, ho.
speaking of being alike, we are so much alike. i mean it's to the point where it's scary even. we even laugh alike now. lol, some of you, well probably most of you would be so sickened by this. but oh well, "if you get on that horse, you gotta ride it." -does the rodeo-
that was random.
ay baby, remember this?
"Brian Nichols is my cousin."
"that's your cousin foreal?"
"yup."
"man that nigga crazy!"
-silence-
"hell nawl that aint my MUH'FUCKIN cousin."
lol, i had Josh rolling all weekend man. he thinks i talk like a nigga. i been trying tell him that i'm g'd up from the feet up shawty. nah, but he still calls me a white girl. -blushes- he's the only one allowed to do so.
random thought...
normally, i wouldn't do a long distance relationship because it's hard not being around the person you love, but he's worth ever single second of it. don't ask me why, because i can't really put a finger on it. he's just the best man, hands down. just the best. its like i'm him and i are so perfect together, and it's so unexplainable. i don't know, i just know i'd do anything to keep him. plus, he already knows i'm not going anywhere anyway. that's my baby right there.
he brought up re-enlisting again, of course the conversation didn't last long, but yeah. i'm going to make him talk about it in August when he comes to visit me in Atlanta for twenty odd days or so. -sigh- man, i can't wait to see him. i swear, everything is going to be so perfect with him. both of us are so pumped. i already feel like the luckiest woman alive, imagine how i'll feel in August. total awesomeness.
oh yeah, we'll be 2 months on Friday. -smiles- hell fucking yeah shawty. damn though, i've meet this guy the day after my birthday and we're already open like this? it seems like i've known him forever though.
in other news, it snowed here in Atlanta. excited much? hell naw. it doesn't snow here in the derrty derrty and we're not used to driving in these conditions. so a real nigga like myself is scared shitless to drive. however i did go out yesterday in that shit to get some food. -rubs belly-
what else? school/work was cancelled today. woohoo! i got to sleep in and shit. tay is home with me though, sucks. her and these god damn dogs are driving me insane. oh and my cold is gettin worse. i blame Josh though. he got sick, then i got sick. go figure. other than that, i'm chillin mayne.
oh yeah, i love you baby. ended.
