Tonight is one of the loneliness nights ever.
I don’t have anything to blog about. I spent the majority of my day laying around, listening to music, and sleeping. There is yet another flash flood warning until tomorrow, and it’s been pissing rain all day. God must be pissed. LOL, when it’s really hot outside I always say that Ra is vexed. Did you get it? Probably not. Anyway, I’ve been listening to alot of Incubus lately. Check the play list for two songs by them: “Dig” and “Love Hurts” Give it a listen, you won’t be disappointed.
“Love hurts, but without love I won’t survive.”
-Incubus
Speaking of music, the Breaking Benjamin new album drops September 29th. I’m super stoked man. I’ve been listening to TONS of rock and alternative music lately. I suppose it coincides with my current moods. However, today was a better day for me. Of course I had an anger relapse, but sometimes it be like that.
Irma and I were talking about weddings today and what we want our weddings to be like. She wants to have a small wedding on the beach. She wants to wear a simple white dress with the groom in white as well. I used to be all for the white dress just to go against it’s symbolism; being a virgin. I’m not a virgin, but even worse my innocence was revoked after I gave birth to Taylor <3. I mean, I was gonna do the whole white dress with white veil and all. HAHA. But as time has progressed I’ve changed my mind. I told Irma I want to wear a black dress. A long black flowing dress with a black veil. I think that would be so beautiful. Ironically it does sound like something someone wears to a funeral, but I don’t really give a shit. I look stunning in black. Plus, white makes you look fat anyway.
Secretly I’m kind of dark. I love dark colors. Maybe that’s why I love the fall and winter months so much. Dark and cold. I love black, grey, brown, dark reds, greens and purples. I also like warm colors, like dark yellows, reds, and oranges. I should google what this means about myself. –Please hold.
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What Color Is Your Personality?
YOUR RESULT: Naturally Green
People whose personalities display shades of green nurture life whole-heartedly. You are the one who takes in stray cats, tends to houseplants, and adores children. You are the peacemaker who can become the martyr if you do not look after your own needs as well.
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Below are some meaning of colors:
WHITE: White is the color that represents purity, neutrality, sterility and youth. White is often associated with cleanliness or sterility. Doctors wear white to convey these attributes. White is also associated with neutrality and peace
BLACK: Black is a multi-dimensional color that can mean classic or new. It has an ominous characteristic symbolizing death. Therefore it is used in Western cultures for funerals. It has an air of intelligence, marked with rebellion. It typically symbolized absence, modernity, power, sophistication, formality, elegance, wealth, mystery, style, evil, death, fear, emptiness, darkness, seriousness, conventionality, rebellion, anarchism, unity, sorrow, professionalism, and slimming quality.
GRAY: Gray, somewhere between white (good) and black (evil), is a blasé color. It can symbolize elegance, humility, respect, reverence, stability, subtlety, wisdom, old age, pessimism, boredom, decay, decrepitude, dullness, pollution, urban sprawl, strong emotions, balance, neutrality, mourning, formality, and March.
RED: Red is the color of celebration and good luck (China), purity and integrity (India). Red typically symbolizes passion, strength, energy, fire, sex, love, romance, excitement, speed, heat, arrogance, ambition, leadership, masculinity, power, danger, gaudiness, blood, war, anger, revolution, radicalism, Communism, aggression, respect, martyrs, the Holy Spirit.
ORANGE: Orange is energy, enthusiasm, 'get-it-done' attitude, and balance. It typically symbolizes Hinduism, Buddhism, happiness, energy, balance, heat, fire, enthusiasm, flamboyance, playfulness, aggression, arrogance, gaudiness, over-emotion, warning, danger, autumn, desire, Sagittarius, and September. Orange has less intensity or aggression than red and is calmed by the cheerfulness of yellow.
YELLOW: Yellow echoes the dual nature of red. Though yellow evokes feelings of happiness, when we are confronted with too much yellow we become annoyed or angered. Yellow typically symbolizes sunlight, joy, happiness, earth, optimism, intelligence, idealism, wealth (gold), summer, hope, air, liberalism, cowardice, illness (quarantine), fear, hazards, dishonesty, avarice, weakness, greed, decay or aging, femininity, gladness, sociability, friendship, Gemini, Taurus, Leo, April, deceit, and hazard signs.
GREEN: Green symbolizes great intelligence, nature, spring, fertility, youth, environment, wealth, money (US), good luck, vigor, generosity, go, grass, aggression, coldness, jealousy, disgrace (China), illness, greed, Marijuana and drug culture,corruption (North Africa), life eternal, air, earth (classical element), sincerity, Cancer, renewal, natural abundance, growth, health, August, balance, harmony, stability, calming, creative intelligence, Islam, and the ordinary.
BLUE: Blue can symbolize seas, men, productive, interior, skies, peace, unity, harmony, tranquility, calmness, trust, coolness, confidence, conservatism, water, ice, loyalty, dependability, technology, winter, depression, coldness, idealism, air, wisdom, royalty, nobility, Earth (planet), Virgo, Pisces and Aquarius, strength, steadfastness, light, friendliness, peace, truthfulness, and love.
INDIGO: Indigo symbolizes spirituality and intuition.
VIOLET: Violet symbolizes magic.
PURPLE: Purple can symbolize nobility, envy, sensuality, spirituality, creativity, wealth, royalty, nostalgia, ceremony, mystery, wisdom, enlightenment, arrogance, flamboyance, gaudiness, exaggeration, profanity, bisexuality, sexuality confusion, pride, Scorpio, May, November, riches, romanticism, delicacy, and penance.
MAGENTA: Magenta symbolized artistic creativity or anti-racism.
ROSE: Rose symbolizes optimism or romantic love.
PINK: Pink is a sister color of red, but they are very different in terms of symbolism. It is a tranquilizing color. For this reason in many prisons the cells of the most dangerous residents have been painted pink. It symbolizes spring, gratitude, appreciation, admiration, sympathy, socialism, femininity , health, love, romance, June, marriage, joy, flirtatiousness, innocence and child-like features
BROWN: Brown is the color of dirt, giving it an earthy, environmental quality which is popularly coupled with green. Shades of brown represent skin tones and produce a comforting feeling. Brown symbolizes calm, boldness, depth, natural organisms, nature, richness, rusticism, stability, tradition, anachronism, fascism, Nazism, boorishness, dirt, feces, dullness, filth, heaviness, poverty, roughness, earth (classical element), October, Capricorn, Scorpio, and down-to-earth. Brown can stimulate the appetite, wholesomeness, steadfastness, simplicity, friendliness, and dependability.
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Well, this was a very educational post. A bitch felt like she was in school researching and reading all this shit. I don’t like it, lol. Well that’s all for now.
Killaaaa™
