Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I want this shit forever, mayne.

Man, my job is some bullshit. Yeah I said it man. I see why people don’t give a good god damn about the school board and always complaining about certain shit. Because they’re bogus as hell. Check this, I got a letter today SEPETEMBER 30th, right? Shit is mentioning the budget and the cut backs. Nigga we gettin laid off for some bullshit, we gettin hours cut for some bullshit, they not gonna compensate us for the increase for the cost of living. WHAT THE FUCK. But the thing that pisses me off, that mother fucking letter is dated JULY 30th. –Scratches head. Aint they a little late with telling us this shit?

FUCK MY JOB, FUCK SONNY PERDUE. FUCK EM FUCK EM FUCK EM!

Dog, I go to work everyday for what? NOT SHIT. It’s not even worth me going in to work at 5:30 and leaving at 4:30. I might as well quit foreal. I can find me a better job that pays MORE.

I go to work everyday. I go to work so I can keep this lifestyle I live, but as each week goes by I see that shit slipping away. Now aint that some bullshit.

Shit like this make me understand why niggas hustle. Aint nobody gonna take YOUR money, aint nobody gonna tell you, you gettin laid off, taking taxes out your shit, none of that monkey ass shit. And that’s real shit.

One thing I learned, is you gotta do what you gotta do to take care of yours NO MATTER WHAT. Yeah I be tired, but fuck being tired. Yeah I don’t feel good over 80% of the time, but fuck feeling good. I got to take care of mines first, which is Tay. After she’s taken care of then I’ll worry about myself. Shit nigga, I was made this strong for a reason. Work through the pain, work through the tears.

One day all this shit gonna pay off. Maybe not, but fuck it. I got so much hatred in my heart right now man. That shit aint even right.

But I’m out though.

Killaaaa