to all the females reading my blog, it is a MUST that you go out and read Skinny Bitch. that book was absolutely amazing. I want to be a skinny bitch, so it is my new bible. don't get it twisted, I said skinny bitch NOT scrawny bitch. so yeah, go read it.
oh, I am now a converted vegan. meaning, no meat or dairy products. I don't eat anything with sugar, unless it's natural sugars. I don't eat anything or use fake sugars suck as Equal, Sweet and Low, Splenda. just so you know, those shitty sugars are ass for you and cancerous. they're not even good for people like me who are diabetic.
I've been talking to Dante a lot lately. I miss my nigga man. talking to him made me realize how much I miss hanging and talking to a real nigga. we always talk about real nigga shit. nigga told me when I'm ready to smoke strong holla at him. haha, I miss gettin high with my nigga. but yeah.
besides Dante, me and Rob been talking a lot too though. he's been keeping me strong and being the bestest BFF and shit like that. he's one of the main reasons I keep my head up. anyway, I found out that we have the same nickname last night. BOOBIE! he has a "B" tatted under his eye and a tear drop on the other side. I'm gettin it to! lemme show you.
it's not the best picture of the tats but, I'll have him send me another one. that shit still go hard as hell though. when I get that shit, I'm gonna be so thugged out, nawmsayin.
so I woke up yesterday at 7 am to cut the lawn, but the grass was too wet and the lawn mower choked out. shit was crazy. so I had to wait and while I was waiting, I went and got some gas for the lawn mower, cause we aint have none. then I had to go to Ace Hardware to get replacement fuses for the air condtioning and get some filers to replace the filters. after gettin all of that, I go to mow the lawn and what not. I get the back yard done, which killed me if I may mention. when I go to mow the front yard the lawn mower cut off. WTF! it's hard enough to fucking pull that string thingy to start it. so I find out after checking the mower again that it needs oil. so, I leave out AGAIN and get some oil and a PowerADE cause the fucking sun beating down on me. while mowing the front yard, I feel something snap on my back like a rubber band. =/ it's my fucking muscle in my back. but yeah, I finish mowing the law, replace the fuses, and change the air filters. oh yeah man, I had to drag like a 12 or 13 foot branch from one end of the yard to the other side. a bitch feel strong and shit like that. I think I'm pretty much the truth now. I aint doin that shit again though. and that's real. ask me how my body feels. like pure shit, like I was trying out for the Med-RX strong man competition and shit.
but yeah.
man, the way some of these niggas be moving be hella trife. I aint gonna elaborate, but I'm just watching niggas real close and shit.
man, I need to go out though and release one time. only thing is, I usually end up driving. :thumbsdown:, I wanna get fucked up. I can't even drink like I wanna drink being the driver. I dare not even drink at all. when I drink alcohol I lose all control of how many drinks I have. I've been doing good though. bitch been sober for a long time, but I feel, IDK. I just wanna drink and hit the dance floor one time. but you know what, I wanna go to a reggae club or a techno club to be foreal. I think if I go to a techno club I'll loose complete and total control. -smiles-
"we were speaking but not communicating." that's how things were with Josh and I for the past week and whatnot. we actually started communicating and talked about a lot of stuff that needed to be said. so we good now. he tried to make me look at Rihanna's naked pictures. I mean, to be honest I wasn't that interested. Reese had already shown me one of em, and they all soft pornish. BLAH. he has previously tricked me into seeing Cassie's boney ass. to be honest, all the hype about these nudes is fucking whack. I've seen strippers that look 10x better and shit. show me Nicki Manaj's nudes and make me dick stand up and jump. I don't wanna see no boney hos. feel me? show me a long haired, THICK red bone. -licks lips- and Josh, for the record, the pic of them Panamanian hos was totally photoshopped. you so lame. how three bitches gonna have the SAME EXACT body? I don't know if you know, but photoshop is amazing. you can practically do anything on that bitch. like, put a grill in your mouth and make body parts smaller and|or bigger. too bad it wasn't real though, cause I'd wanna see their nudes and pull out the lotion for my dick. jizz all on the computer screen. -smiles-
that's all for now.
