I woke up this morning happier than I’ve been in a long time. Its totally unlike me to wake up happy or be happy on my own without relying on someone else to make me happy or give me that happiness boost.
Anyway, I woke up around 6 ish this morning and decided to go for a morning jog for about 30 or 45 minutes. The air was thick and full of water, which made me sweat but overall it was a nice jog. Of course, being that I live in Downtown Decatur, I saw a lot of other people jogging with their dogs and others in small groups.
Last night Taylor and I met my mom at Los Bravos, it’s a Mexican restaurant. It was really nice, the Mariachi band was there and Taylor really enjoyed herself. My mom and I ordered Margaritas, which were amazing. She had a strawberry Margarita and I got a Lime Margarita. I think hers was better than mine fruit wise, but mine had a better Tequila “zing” to it. There is really nothing like Tequila, lime and salt. <3
Back to what I was saying, I must be having some sort of breakthrough in my life. I mean, I’m totally carefree about anything negative. All I want is to be happy, and I’m happy.
I had actually had a really nice conversation with Irma yesterday afternoon about life in general. She told me some things that I took to heart, that make complete and total sense. There is no point in being angry, there is no point in harvesting anger or negative thoughts or feelings. If something bad happens, all you can do is fix the situation at hand and move forward from it. If things don’t go my way, or according to what I want, that’s okay.
Speaking of which, my very dear friends have really come through for me when I’ve needed them these past three days or so. Even friends that I don’t even talk to that often.
I talked to Jay the other morning. He sounded so happy, like so happy. Hearing him so happy actually made me feel really good. Him and his baby are doing well, and he tells me that he’s completely stress free. I thought to myself, “It must be nice.” and told him that I was happy for him.
Rob of course is always there for me. He does that smallest things that make me really appreciate him as a friend, like just a simple text to ask me if I need anything; simply just checking on me.
Then I thought, I’m surrounded by a lot of meaningful people that actually care about me, which must mean that I’m a good person, right? It must mean something if someone cares to check on me or ask me how I’m doing randomly out of the blue.
Besides my friends and all that good stuff, Josh told the best thing I could’ve heard all week. Like, have you ever had someone tell you something that made you completely speechless? That’s pretty much what happened to me.
Well, that’s it for now. I’m going to watch Spiderman 3 with Taylor. I hope everyone has a wonderful Saturday morning and rest of the day.
