but yeah, i'm saying though.
yesterday morning was the worse. i nearly couldn't breath and shit reading his font. like, i don't know it was crazy. Josh and I were talking about a lot, about him wanting to re-enlist in the navy or whatever, which i mean if that's what he wants to do i 100% support his decision. and i'll be there for him no matter what. i really don't know how to explain this, because the conversation between him and i has yet to be finished. basically, he wants to re-enlist, but he doesn't want to for many reasons; most of which have to do with the future plans that we've been making. it was just so emotional man, like on some real shit. we were contemplating slowing down, you know, and take it at a snail's pace i assume. i don't know. i just know the conversation isn't done yet. so, the end on that subject.
other than the mishaps there, yesterday was pretty cool, you know. as usual, i spent the majority of my day talking to Josh, all of which is always a pleasure. man, now that i think about it, yesterday was a really emotional day.
i have so many secrets man, but i was actually able to break out of my realm and share some deep shit with Josh. it was really hard, but once i started i felt a lot better after letting a lot of things out. him and i came to the conclusion that we need to stop bottling things up, because he does the same thing. plus, i want to be able to talk about anything with him. and already, he knows me better than most people. -smiles-
then him and i got the subject of what if's. like what if we never would've gotten together what we think we would be doing. lol, this nigga swears he would've been a playa. pssh, that nigga aint no playa. he said that i probably would've been back with DeShawn. -vomits- when angels become demons and pigs can fly and when i'm nice to EVERYONE, that's when i'll be back with DeShawn. and sinceeee that would never ever, never ever happen, it's...not happening. anyway, i honestly think that i would still be single, chillin and shit. tryna get some dumb nigga to spend his money on me, and get them thirsty niggas at the club to buy my literally thirsty ass a few drinks and shit. yeah, you know how a bitch do. he talking about he would've been single too, just chillin and shit and him and i would still be cool.
lol, man when me and this nigga Josh was just friends we was too cool. that was my nigga man. i wish yall could see the conversations that me and this dude used to have. straight fun man, 24/7 and shit. i used to have him dying laughing at me ALL the time. i swear, i got jokes for days. and man, this nigga would talk so crazy to me. cool ass nigga.
but yeah, i went to my aunts house to kick it with Shermel and Tomika. went to the beauty supply store off E. Ponce de Leon and Brockett Rd. and shit. man it's a barber shop and shit right next to that beauty supply store and shit, and ugh. anyway, i'm kicking it on the bench outside the store eating some flammin' hot cheetos hot fries and shit, talking to Josh on yahoo and this nigga comes up to me and stands in front of me. i glance up at him, and i go back to my yahoo conversation not paying him any mind. but this nigga still standing in front of me, staring hard as shit.
i'm like, "you studying my face or something mayne?"
-"yeah, you're pretty."
i laugh, and tell Josh how this nigga ALL in my face and shit. lol, baby got mad as shit. but he don't know that i got this. this nigga bend down, like he tryna give me a kiss or some shit and i let out the biggest, loudest burp in my life, i swear. well not the loudest, but man, it was pretty manly. Telly, man, if you were there you would've given me a certified 10 shawty. Andre would be so proud.
"BURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRP! the fuck out my face bruh, back up."
death x 273302843029432, i know that nigga smelled them hot ass chips all on my breath and shit. i stuck my finger in my mouth to get the red shit off my finger, and i smile. this nigga look like he wanted to vomit all over his self. by that time, my cousins coming out the store and Shermel all like, "ewww, Ashlee!" and they point and laugh at this nigga.
OOPS! -giggle- who said bad bitches can't burp?
so they get in Tomika's new whip and head to the house, and i hop in the charger. holla! but yeah, i'm gettin the car and shit and this otherrrr nigga in my face.
like damn, can a bitch breathe? i know i'm kinda cute, but damn. -flips hair-
anyway, this nigga all in my car window, "damn that's you? damn baby, you sexy as hell." i'm all blushing and shit, cause i immediately think of Josh since he drives a charger and shit. so, i'm like, "yeah this me, i be stuntin like my daddy." and i pull of in that bitch. ZOOM!
but yeah, we, Josh and i, closed our night together sending each other music and what not. man, Josh listens to some crazy as shit. but yoo, i'm so upset that i'm totally in love with the Mack Maine song. -frowns- it's the shit man. so i'm like puttin it on my blog and shit. yall niggas get jigg one time.
"she said her baby daddy, he just a bum. he aint never fuck her right, she aint never even cum. she said the rubber broke, but she don't believe in abortion. and he's a pussy nigga, he don't giver her, her portions."
HOLLA!
IN OTHER NEWS...
DeShawn bitched out on Josh. lol, that nigga talks to much shit about him, but when he had the chance to talk to that nigga one on one or whatever, he bitched out. WOMP! it was funny as fuck. that's all i got to say about that shit, he doesn't deserve a long section in my blog. the end.
this bitch Telly is the funniest bitch alive, the end. she's at the doctor right now, and i'm talking to her on yahoo while i blog and what not. lemme copy and paste this shit. i love my bitch man.
cloud.kapri: ugh, why am i still on my period?
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iim_s0_fr3sh: smh you trippin
cloud.kapri: girl, i'm dying. the end.
iim_s0_fr3sh: lmao @ the end man the doctor told me I have to go back to the gyno
iim_s0_fr3sh: she scaring me!
cloud.kapri: wtf, they better fix you. she gonna stick that picture taking dildo in your cooty cat again.
iim_s0_fr3sh: lmao fuck you!
iim_s0_fr3sh: girl why they sell NOTHING but Magnum condoms in the Kaiser pharmacy, WOOT WOOT!
cloud.kapri: HOLLA! you better get at one of them niggas tryna purchase em.
iim_s0_fr3sh: lmao there is nothin but old men in here you know real niggas don't have insurance unless they in the military and that's by default
cloud.kapri: lmaooo, bitch go away! i'm so dead cause you're right!
iim_s0_fr3sh: lol for real!
that's all for this blog, there isn't anymore.
