today is so beautiful man. the sun is shining, the birds are chirping. -smiles- i love this early spring time weather. it makes me feel all pretty and what not.
anyway, let's get to it.
the love of my life came over for lunch today [that's Telly by the way] -blushes- she actually came from class and picked me up from my house and we went to Publix and got some subs, a fruit cup, and a raspberry arizona ice tea. diet much? you better believe it.
check my meal:
i got a half sandwich, turkey on wheat with mayo and mustard, swiss cheese, lettuce,tomato, pickles, olives, banana pepper, oil and vinegar. red grape fruit <3
anyway, we eat our food in all of 15 minutes, watched some Jerry Springer, she changed clothes [and i watched]* and i told her thanks for lunch. told her we should do this again. i got my baby back again, hollaaaaaa!
expound? she told me she needed a few days. which is understandable. everyone goes through things. some people get over things by talking to other people about it. Telly and I don't like to be bothered. so i gave her, her few days. and when i couldn't take it anymore, when i started going through bestfriend withdrawal, i had to call her. anddd that's pretty much how we set up our lunch rendezvous.
*no i did not really watch her change.
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so yeah, this blog is taking me forever to do. i got my nails done yesterday. YESSS! i went like two weeks without having my nails done at all. i felt like the ugliest woman alive. anyway, i fucked around and got my nails done superrrr long. like ghetto, Shaniqua long. -smiles-
i'm sad, cause i had to get a full set. ugh, Cindy did my nails the last time i got em done and them hoes were breaking off. so i got my nail clippers and took my acrylics off. -sigh- so know i'm back at ground zero.
good news! Linda was there and so was Leena. see, Linda is a beast with the acrylic and Leena hooks me up with the pedicures and eye brow wax. i'm officially a bad bitch again, and it feels great. i mean, i walked out of there spending like $70, but it was well worth it.
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me and Mary are going to get our husband/wife tattoos today FINALLY. dang, i've been ready. i'm pretty excited about it. just because i love tattoos very much. i realized that Mary really is my bestfriend. i mean, there are plenty of times when i don't understand her, or can't put a finger on her and why she does the things she does, but in the end i always love her.* -smiles- because when it all comes down it in the very very end, i can say that she understands me and i understand her. yeah. we're all gonna get through this thing called life, feel me?
*i mean, Telly is my bestie to the extreme and err'thang, but i love Mary too. i ride or die for my bitches man. i just had to, you know, remind you that they are BOTH my bestfriends.
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speaking of tattoos, this makes me think of the most amazing man in my life. my baby, Josh. MUAH! -takes a deep breath- i don't even know where to start when it comes to him. i swear i can talk about him all day if you let me, or until you tell me to shut up. but yeah, we're like gonna be so tatted up. it's so cute though. we're going to look so different, but we want to live nice just like anyone else. i can imagine us moving into this nice ass white neighborhood and them peeping our tattoos and me with my piercings, "here goes the neighborhood." HA!
i'll just keep counting down until the summer when i can see my baby, hug my baby, kiss my baby, and love him like no woman has ever loved him in his entire life.
but yeah, we've made some major plans. beautiful plans, that i can't wait to happen. i'm just so ready to live this life with him. which makes me remember that him and i have yet to talk about re-enlisting. i can't say why we haven't, i guess we just haven't. i suppose i'll bring it up tonight, but reading his blog i can see that he's some what made up his mind about it. he wants to live a "normal civilian life" with me. -sigh- i don't even know man. i just know that i want him so much, and i'm willing to do whatever it takes to keep him around forever.
man, that's it for now.
